Showing posts with label Nightlife. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nightlife. Show all posts

Thursday, June 4, 2026

Cee Farrow

 

The album cover of Red and Blue by Cee Farrow.

Listening to the 1983 synth-pop album Red and Blue by Cee Farrow I feel like I am sitting with a cosmopolitan or martini in one of my old Atlanta haunts, Red Chair a long, long time ago. Red Chair is ancient history and I faded out of the nightlife scene ten years ago this year. I had my fun, have no regrets and I am grateful for having my fun when bars and clubs were different.

Today, there does not seem to be a sleek, stylish, moody and masculine decorated gay bar (not a club) left in Atlanta that just plays music and pours drinks. A bar that is fashionably slick, not trendy, and it feels like you are wearing sunglasses indoors in the middle of a Human League or ABC music video.

Halo, in the basement of the Biltmore, fit that mood many years ago, but the music tended to be more ambient and trippy lounge (think Hotel Costes) which was cool too. Halo became something very different in its last years before it was finally put out of its misery. 

One of those blurry nights at WETbar. Photo by me, August 2006.

Oh, there was the sleek and long bulldozed for student housing WETbar too. I spent many a night making that short walk from 6th and W. Peachtree to Spring and 8th. We had it pretty good in gay Atlanta in the 2000s. Everything changes and they label it progress. Well...

Yeah, happy gay pride and all that this June 2026.

 

Cee Farrow.


Cee Farrow, real name Christian Kruzinski, was a Frankfurt born model who emigrated to Los Angeles in the early 80s and recorded one album. Red and Blue was a commercial flop, but the single Should I Love You? reached number 82 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. It did not help matters in terms of sales and promotion that the record label, Rocshire Records, was seized by the federal government in 1984 and shut down.

Commercial success is not an indicator of talent or lack thereof and I like the album for what it is and not what critics thought it should be. My favorite songs on the album are Touched, Wildlife Romance, Should I Love You?, Paint It Blue, Backwards, Lost and Memorized and Think of Me. These are all songs that fit within the context of being played in my favorite type of gay bar where one could sit alone, think and drink, mingle with friends or pick up a stranger on the way out the door.

With his music and modeling career over, Christian did what one does as a former singer and model if one wished to continue a glamorous lifestyle and became involved in the club scene. He was associated with The Apartment, Maxx and Arena in L.A. up until 1990. He released a final single in 1991 called Imagination and it too had no success.

Christian Kruzinski.
 

Cee Farrow, Christian Kruzinski, died in 1993 of an AIDS related illness. He was only thirty-six years old. He is one of the too many AIDS victims who should be remembered and celebrated this June.


Sunday, November 17, 2024

A Different Life, That Nightlife

 

"It's funny how the music puts the times in perspective, add a soundtrack to your life and perfect it." The Japanese DJ Nujabes from Luv(sic.) pt 3 or the extended version with the sampled Rod Mckuen introduction from In Search of Eros (1963). 

 

In Search of Eros, Rod Mckuen
How anyone ever thought that Mckuen was straight, I cannot understand. Sure he lied about dating women, having children in Europe and called his longtime lover his brother, but that cover art should have given him away. Mckuen is mentioned in my novel Shadow's Gravity during a winter's night conversation between Everett and me in Louisville.

Me at WETbar left, Halo on  right. Photos 2006.

I swear I first heard this song in Halo Lounge in the basement of the Biltmore way back in the mid 2000s when it was a gay/mixed crowd and it was cool and the crowd pretty. Also, RIP WETbar from those days. A different life, that nightlife.

 

Blurry nights. WETbar's upstairs patio had the best view. Photo by me, 2006.

WETbar. Photo by me, 2008.

 

WETbar. Photo by me, 2008.

A different life that nightlife, but were those years lived by a different me? I would never disavow those years.  So many names lost to time, but the faces are all there to be summoned with closed eyes. I enjoyed it then with no regrets and when the lights went up for the final time I was glad it was over. Damn the person who reminded of that Nujabes song and making me miss those years.


"With the whole city fast asleep, out cold
True words seem to rise to the lips, take hold..."